What an incredible week I’ve had. There have been many developments both physically and mentally. I am grateful for all that I have going on and the support system that I have on my side. Sometimes its amazing how just a simple conversation with another person can completely change you.
When someone who you care about shares a life changing experience with you that resonates so deep with you that the ripple effect of their change hits you like a tsunami. Wow! This happened just the other day. Basically it comes down to being able to feel others feelings. I’ve always been very empathetic. I’ve always wondered why sometimes when I’m having a great day and feeling really good that all of a sudden a whole different set of feelings come over me for no known reason. Now I have realized that I was been up on others feelings and letting them affect me. While I think it is an amazing gift to have I really have to learn how to separate what belongs to me and what I have picked up from others. This is an amazing realization though as I had never figured out how sometimes this cloud of feelings would strike me out of nowhere. Now I know!
Life is so much more enjoyable when you can just be. Be who you are. I know what I do comes from my heart with good intentions. What others do with that is not my responsibility. One of the things I am constantly working on though is giving myself credit/acknowledgement for what I have done and achieved. Someone told me just the other day…Michelle you just turned Pro. That is a huge accomplishment that only a small percentage in this whole world have done. I guess hearing that from someone else put it in a different perspective because I am of course aware of this, but not really aware of it within myself. How do I explain this? I am an achiever. I strive toward goals. I reach goals. I make more goals…on an on. The dreams do not end. There is no stop point for dreaming and for striving to reach those dreams. I have to work on being more present at times.